Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Walking...
- John Ruskin
This was the quote at the top of my home page when I logged on tonight. I realize how often I put value on what I think or what I know or what I believe in; I hope I act in accordance and often.
Monday, February 14, 2011
A Valentine's Day Mini-Manifesto (i.e. "Mini-Festo")
Nine and a half years ago I married the man I fell in love with. We went to a church, got dressed up, invited all our friends & family, and committed to a lifetime of intentional love. No one challenged us. Everyone was excited for us and celebrated with us. Love was abundant and our marriage was celebrated.
Legend has it that back in the early 200's CE Emperor Claudius II made a ruling to cancel all engagements and ban any weddings from taking place. His reason? He thought men didn't want to join in his misguided, violent military campaigns because they didn't want to leave families behind. Reportedly the priest Valentinus (or Valentine) rebelled by intentionally performing illegal marriages against the Emperor's ruling. Valentinus believed in love and believed in celebrating the decision to marry those who committed to loving each other.
I'm dedicating my Valentine's Day to everyone who speaks & acts out in love, especially when it's an act of defiance. I believe in the transformative power of love. I believe if Saint Valentine were alive today he'd be performing wedding ceremonies for same-sex and/or gender-nonconforming couples as fast as possible.
I also believe that Saint Valentine would be in good company when he insisted on celebrating love. Can anyone think of another popular historical figure who preached Love?
I'm proud to be a Christian. I'm proud to be an outspoken advocate of love. I'm proud to defy the world when it tries to prevent love from flourishing. God is Love. Love wins. Happy Valentines day, fellow rebels.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Where To Begin?
- natural parenting
- cooperatives
- organic gardening/cooking/eating
- community organizing
- herbal medicine/natural health organizing as well as in practice
- customer service
- being a waitress
- being a self-driven secretary, including writing/editing a monthly newsletter
- natural pregnancy/labor/birth, including working with a midwife & doula, home birth, water birth, sharing birth stories, nurturing a community of women, dispelling fears
- making my own baby food
- knitting
- making cards
- political & social justice action
- LGBTQ advocacy
- writing, proofreading, editing
- music - anything related to piano playing, singing and choirs
- house & commercial cleaning, primarily with all natural/non-toxic cleaning products
- the world of church & organized religion, primarily with CRC in the past and UCC now
- working with/on a board of directors
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Day After Inauguration
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Written January 7, 2009...Posted June 16, 2010
But I notice that I keep trying to escape. With every moment I'm turning to distractions: movies, internet (especially Facebook), chocolate, coffee, wine or beer...all sorts of junk and busyness that I can easily justify but are only healthy in moderation if at all. I don't know where this is going to get me (or even if I'll post it at all...it's more of a journalistic "thinking as I write it out" kind of cathartic experiment) and I'm feeling the gravitational pull toward chocolate and a drink, but I'm going to go with it for a bit. Even though I should be planning/prepping dinner. But that's another symptom...I'm avoiding all my "normal," practical responsibilities too. I'm definitely trying to work something out. If only I could figure out what it is...
I'm reevaluating many of my assumptions and expectations, especially about houses. My soul is crying out for a little less pushing & hurrying, a little more space & time. I'm realizing that since moving back to Grand Rapids I've been more or less trying to recreate for my children the life I lived as a child in Grand Rapids. I had a great childhood, so this isn't a bad thing. However, I've failed myself in terms of really checking in and making sure it's what I truly WANT for the next phase of life. Do I want to re-live the last 30 years, but as the adult this time? I'm not sure. Ack - it just hit me - am I having a midlife crisis? Perhaps. But I feel that it's more of a realization that I could GET TO crisis if I don't slow down & check in before making a rushed & less honest decision.
I need some chickens. Or a goat. Definitely a compost pile and a place to grow things. A corner of property that's truly wild and beckons to me and the kiddos to explore, because there truly are things there to discover and NOT just manicured lawn. I don't actually want farm animals personally, but I'd like it if I had some neighbors who did. I'd like farms or open fields or forest (or desert?!) to be much closer to my home than malls & office buildings.
There are several things I love about being in a larger city again, but there's a spirit of wildness in me that cries for space. I may not literally need to live in a more rural place in order to feel peacefully at home here, but I'm going to explore that option.
What else might I be stuck about though? And how do I discover it? Must I fast from all my distractions?
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Go East, Young Woman!
I've decided (a few months early) to make some resolutions. Well, one for now anyway.
- I resolve to learn new things.
Good-bye, ruts!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Yes I Can!
Please, God. Please, God. Please, God. Please, God. Please, God. Please God. Please.